Flames to dust, lovers to friends


Tuesday, July 25, 2006

This is the life, of illusion

Hey there day, today was not a really good day because lessons were boring and draggy. Candice finally solved the mystery hahaha good for her, she's so silly. I went to school with an attitude today that if anyone were to piss me off or give me attitude, I won't give a shit about them. Well, sure enough, my day started off when I went to school and someone sorta told me off cos of a mistake I made unintentionally and she also said that, "she would never ever ever ever trust me again." I wasn't very happy alr, so I replied, "Okay lor." But I apologised before that so what the heck. Anw, she apologised too and its blown over thank goodness. I can't imagine going for classes tgt and not being on talking terms. It'll be sooo weird.

A maths was alright, matrices killed me and I was giving Candice the attitude lol sorry babe. But I made her laugh alot of times cos my chinese sucked so bad. E maths was okay too, lou is adorable aww. Physics was good good good, I was extra attentive today and I sat with Charissa.
Something horrible happened after schl to a certain friend of mine and well, even though I wasn't in a good mood at all, I still chased after the crying her and walked her all the way out cos I want her to know that I love her and I'd want to be there for her. She knows who she is, okay? I guess alot of things has been happening huh.

Omg, geog was the best. Rachel and I came to class to find huge ass ants on our tables oh my goodness. We spent practically the whole geog lesson in the toilet mopping the floor and washing our tables and gossiping, tsk. Talked abt impt stuffs too and shared it with Abby baby during recess. So, we've all got a misson to do now :) I think my speech on friendship, ain't all that good an idea cos it upsetted a friend. Ah, I don't know what to do alr lah.

Oh yes, and then I went to SSM with Ry after schl. We contemplated jumping off the second level to the ground floor upon seeing a certain someone hahaha it was just so funny. Took a gazillion photos then walked back to her place. Teacher's day thing tired us out like shit and we were so moody that we munched oreo and maggi mee in silence until she suddenly dirtied her mouth like shit. http://xanga.com/sexlovetragedy for the photos, goodness. I laughed as much as I did during kaya-on-carpet Day :) It was so much fun and everything. She walked me home and we had a good chat at the playground about.. friendship and everything mm. Meaningful. Thank you for today, Ry yap kanasai buttocks "ni hai hen fei!" <3

Omg and I am so angry with Rachel lim yun shi. That asshole is such an.. asshole. Cos my dearest Gf left me this damn nice weirdo bread that I've never tried before on my table before I left schl cos I wasn't in class, and when I got back, Rachel ate it! Oh and so did abby and I don't know who else. I was so sad :( Nvm gf, I love you still.

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I typed down so many things that I had to say to you, and after reading it through once, I decided that somethings are better left unsaid and I highlighted everything and pushed, Delete. I'm really sorry to have ruined and messed up your life. But I'm so happy for you that I'm not gonna be there to do that anymore.

To sum things up, today and this morning or last night, has been emotionally exhausting. Bye world, wish for world peace. Tmrw's gonna be damn stressful. Chinese tingxie, teacher's day audition for 2B2'05 and 3B1'06. I have to bring aaaaa-lot of things to school oh gosh. Okay bye! Oh and I must add, I hate iTunes. Cos I placed photos for certain songs that reminded me of certain people. I played Geek in The Pink just now and I swear I almost fainted when I saw your face after such a fairly long time. And my iTunes refused to shut the photo down -_-

@ 6:17 PM